I am only one person.

I can only handle so much. I am not a robot, a computer, or a machine... just a human being. I don't have a built in system, i don't have gigabytes or megabytes... just one tiny brain. I never had much patience, even as a child. And the little I have left, you take from me and leave me with nothing. I try to fill my life and my heart with happiness and positivity... yet all you do is drown me in negativity and anger. You are a mean, miserable selfish, and JEALOUS monster. You need help. You need to talk a therapist. You have issues and you need to work them out. I have tried and so many other people have tried to help you, but you have become an intolerable monster. I am sick of always being the one who is wrong. I admit, I have down wrong things, I still do. I admit it though, I am mature enough to. YOU NEVER WILL BE ABLE TO THOUGH. I can control my jealousy, you can't. You don't even know how to be happy for people, all you know how is to be miserable. Its sad, but I no longer feel bad for you... in fact, in fact, I kind of hate you. I'll always love you and want you to get better, but i can never like you... or it is going to take a very long time until I do. I am sick of always being the wrong one, YOU ARE WRONG. If everyone is telling you that, shouldn't it click in your head? Or maybe your mentality is that everyone went off of the deep end, and you're the only sane one? Maybe you're right, but still, you are going to always be different... for the worse.

I am sick of a parent taking pity on you.. What about me? She always says how she is afraid you're going to kill yourself or do something crazy? Well what about me? I am the one that has to deal with YOURS AND HERS Drama. I am the one who always gets it. I AM ONE PERSON.

God, I try to go to church every Sunday. I donate, I love, I try to help. Why can't you help me???
I am not strong anymore.
:'(
goodbye.