Dear Anonymous,

I love you with all of my heart, but maybe you should stop being so blind. You think by paying attention to the other child more, siding with her, hanging out with her more, doing everything is going to help the situation? I am glad you do, but I don't. So you think I am pushing away?? No, I am not, I am living like I have been doing all along. I'm normally a happy person and I use to enjoy your company. Now, I almost can't stand you. You have gotten to sensitive and apparently ignorant.. IGNORANT YO MY FEELINGS. I always put your feeling first. I always made sure you were okay, bought you presents and hung out with you. I feel so betrayed from you. You honestly think I am pushing you away? If you even had a clue you would see I am hurt. FINE go praise your other child and leave me in the dust. JUST REMEMBER WHO WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU AND WAS THERE TO COMFORT YOU. WOULD HANG OUT WITH YOU WHEN YOU WANTED A FRIEND TO BE WITH. You are weak, that is what you are. You claimed you knew what you were doing, but CLEARLY you forgot about the person. GUESS WHAT. I am still here, I still have feelings. You know what? Maybe I am pushing away, but its because of the pain you are putting me through. I like to crack harmless jokes about this other person, you USE to laugh, but now since your her best friend, I am suddenly the mean bitch. You have changed, and not for the better. I want to move out, I NEED to move out. Because all you and your other daughter do is bring me down. I am done with it. Don't come crying to me next time she calls you dumb, annoying, fat, stupid,, or anything because GUESS WHAT... you pushed me away. Have fun.