Hope is gone.

So they emailed me back and my "skills" aren't what they are looking for. Although out of the like 100s of questions that are on the interview were like perfect. I'm sorry questions like do you work well with other people, are you positive, are you honest, do you like to meet new people, do you mind being alone, do you panic in situations, can you think, do you like to relax, can you work overtime? Well... I thought my skills were okay. But I guess not. I literally feel broken. I had my heart so set on getting it, and now... dead. I went above and beyond. I'm sick of dreaming, going and not getting. I'm sick of getting let down. It is just not fair. I don't fucking deserve it. and you know what I don't want to apply another 6 months. It was a now or never thing. You know what HAPPY company, you lost what would have been a good employee, and I hope you know that. My God I am so miserable.