First of all, please ignore my spelling, I am typing from a broken laptop, so I am not really sure of how things look.
Now back to my thought.....
Am I really a bitch? Or do I just try and act it? I cannot deny that I am not one. But I am not a whole bitch. I think its like my cover up, or security blanket for me. If I feel intimidated or nervous of other people, I want them to feel the same towards me. However I feel like my bitchiness consumes me whole. I can't help it. I mean I'm not a horrible person, I leave good tips, I always try to encourage. Some people when they feel intimidated they get all shy... however I'm the opposite, I need to stop. I think I scare people... yeah its not a good thing. I just don't know how to feel. I feel like a lost cause sometimes. Kind of like nobody will ever like me or a guy would never want to date me... so why let them look at me and think poor fat lonely girl. Nope I want them to think wow what a big bitch I do not want to mess with. Orrrrrrrrr..... hell I don't know. I could just pmsing miserably right now.. which I am. Which would explain my horrible lack of patience and temper.
wahh. Christina is sick of being a lonely miserable bitch.
I neeed to get rich and fill the hole.
Till next time... BUT I AM GOING TO FLORIDA SOOOON =DDDDDDDD AHHH
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