Time Bomb.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!!!

omg I think I am turning into one.
I can't deal anymore, not with stress, school, work, or people.
I want to crawl into a hole and bury myself alive. Well I wouldn't want that because that scares me, but Go into a cave and hibernate like a bear.

I can't do it anymore.
I can't deal with school, the work, the tests, the homework.
I am 100% going crazy. I never have time for sleep.

Sleep?
I can't even remember what it is.

I feel like crying I don't even know why. I am so paranoid.
In one of my classes that I have I feel like the people always talk about me. Who knows if they do. But whenever I go to talk they'll laugh. One time I heard them say something about a ponytail (which I had my hair like that.)
like what the hell. I am nice to people, I barely talk to half the class.
whatever man,
I wish I had drugs in that class, so I could just go in it and be in my own world and fuck the rest.

Then in math, I was doing so good. My high platform and I felt so good, math was finally making sense..... and then someone took a chainsaw to my platform, and knocked me into a pile of mud.

That is how I feel right now. Like mud.
I can't deal with people anymore. Problems, drama, problems, drama. omg what about me? I have them too, I have enough stress of my own!!!!!!!!

I seriously I want to burst out in tears.
I don't freaking care if I sound dramatic.
I really need a hole to climb into.

Or something.

I just don't have time.


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ugh. Strike me now.

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