I personally love seeing people happy and me being the reason. However I hate when someone looses out and its partially my fault. However, in this case, my sister looses. I feel bad she isn't going to the concert, she wanted to so badly. It isn't my fault she isn't going, but like me, she also has a conscious. Either way, I think my conscious would have felt guilty. If I went w/ Ang and not Meg, I'd feel HORRIBLE. I am not a big fan of GaGa. On the other hand, Megan has to be hands down the biggest GaGa fan I know, and I would have taken that from her. But now I feel bad Ang isn't going because she gave her ticket away.
Oh well, in the end, it makes us all a little more humble. Either way its still sucks people have to loose out.=[
I hope by some lucky star we can nag 1 more ticket and Angela can go, she was so excited upon hearing the news, and its eating at me that it is no longer there.
I really do love giving things to people though. I know I may have little patience, and I may have horrible mood swings, but I do have a good heart... I like to think so anyway. I love everyone around me, and I hope all of their hopes and dreams come true. Everyone is so beautiful in life and deserves a chance to shine. I hope I get to save someones life one day.
blahhhhhhhhhhhh I still feel bad for Ang though=[
oh well, if she comes around on another tour, I'll make sure Ang gets those tickets first=]
I just wish I could get these weights off of my shoulders. =/
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