I'm venting.

Alright, excuse me while I throw a 10 minute venting tantrum.

and here it goes...
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WHY DON'T I EVER GET ANYTHING I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I freaking think positive, I WORK HARD, I GO TO CHURCH, I DON'T COMMIT TO MANY SINS. I try as hard as I can and I never get anything I really want. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Did I try ridulous amounts to go this year's jingle ball... YES... did I get tickets and go? NOOOOOOO.

Did I wake up early and try and get GaGa ticket? YES. did I get them? NOOOOOO.

Did I try really hard to get on the show dance your ass off, and waste my time and stand out in the freaking cold for like 4-5 hours? FREAKING YES. DID I GET IT? HMM.. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
WHY DOES NOTHING GOOD EVER COME MY WAY?????????

HAVE I NOT WORN MAKE UP, HAVE I NOT TRIED TO DIET? WHY CAN I NEVER GET OR HAVE A BOYFRIEND.

WHY CAN'T I BE A BREAKTHROUGH WRITER.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

EFF YOU LIFE =[.
and your dissapointments =[[[[[[

till next time=[
xox