Happy Birthday, Eddie.

I can't believe it has been 8 years. I miss you Eddie, I miss you so much. I wish You didn't have to die so young, I'm pretty sure you would have been 43, or 44 today.
Its strange, whenever I talk about you with mom, or dad, or anyone, I get this weird feeling in my stomach. It is kind of like a stomach ache, but butterflies fluttering in my stomach, but a burning feeling. I'm pretty sure it is just sadness. I miss you so much Eddie. I know you must be so happy to be in Heaven with your mom right now. Tell my grandmother I said hello, okay?=).
Oh Eddie =/ I wish you were still here, Dad misses you so much, we all do. I love you very much Eddie, and I hope you'll continue to watch over us. Miss you brother