Happily Ever After

So at this point in my life, I am single. Some days I hate it, other days I love it. However on my more "down" days I'll start to think I'll be single forever. I believe in true love, and love at first sight, so I DO believe I will be happily in love one day.
Sometimes it makes me sick how desperate girls can be to find love, or just throw themselves at it. I believe when the moment is right, we will know. How can people just throw themselves at any man that just comes there way? For one, it has NO class, two, people will start you judge you and you'll end up with a reputation, and three, you will never find true love and you'll never be able to give your whole self to the person you truly care about! Black maybe this years new pink, but desperation is definitely not the new sexy.
I guess I don't really have a right to be talking about love like I actually know what it is (relationship wise), but it is just how my view and perspective on things. I do wish many time I had a relationship, but I also know that God has plans for all of us. Maybe God's plan for me won't happen for another 2 years, maybe I'll the meet the man of my dreams where I least expect it, but I know I will find love.
I am nineteen years old, that is the good thing about still being young, I still have time to look and wait. However, I do hope I find something soon, life can become incredibly lonely, especially when you are basically the only single one in a group of friends. As I mentioned earlier there are times that I think I'll die old and alone, but in my heart I know that is not true :)
Just like in fairy tales, I will eventually have my happily ever after, and until then, I can just fantasize :).
Until another random thought comes<3