stepping stone?

Ever feel like all of your efforts are useless? Like all of your memories and efforts just had no point? Whats the point of looking back on the good times, if half the people aren't even there anymore? I mean sure they are fun at the time, but not in the long run, or are they?

I feel like people have become such stepping stones nowadays, they are good to use when you need to step on something, and then...gone. Maybe stepping stone isn't the right term. Maybe like an imaginary friend, or like a security blanket. At some point they served a purpose, and now its all forgotten about. I just don't understand how some people can be so heartless. People are real living things with feelings, not a security blanket that once served a purpose.

I love to look back on memories, they make me feel good inside. That is the reason I do not understand how other people just ignore it. Every person you meet will impact your life, whether it is a stranger on the street or a life long friend. I keep on ranting, but certain issues just put weights on my shoulders.

I think the people in our world are so important, each person makes a difference. I do not understand how young children can kill themselves at ages such as 11 years old. They are so young and have so much love they need to experience. I'm a lucky person, and I have God to thank for that. I could never truly use someone and forgot about them, its just not right. My friends are my treasures, and that is how I will always see them :)